Every morning I wake up and I can’t believe this is real… that I’m actually living without you. I didn’t even know it was possible. Because the one person who helped me get over my biggest heartache caused my next one. And when I’m woke enough to shake off whatever deep dream I was in, my eyes begin to swell with tears. Every morning my heartbreaks over again.
Prayer: God, I know you are a good God and all that is good and perfect comes from you. It is with that knowledge and understanding that I come to you asking that you heal my heart. Fix my mind to think only on things that are true and none of the lies and deceit that have wiggled their way into the corners of its crevices. Release all of my insecurities. Remove the pain that consumes me. Fill me with your spirit. Thank you for your deliverance from my own evil thoughts of shame, embarrassment, confusion and anger. Your relentless grace has shown up time and time again to heal my broken heart. Your blood covers me. Your word comforts me. Let my faith in you be enough to sustain me. Walk with me through this moment of great sadness. Sit with me in the uncomfortableness of it all. Help me to love myself more. Please grant me peace and restore my mind. I know that no matter who walks in and out of my life, that you will never leave me. Thank you for your promise to carry me from minute to minute, hour to hour, day to day until the time comes for us to meet face to face. It is in your precious name that I pray this prayer. Amen.